I realised on the weekend that I don't feel so panicked anymore.
Yes, it feels like my body's been invaded by aliens (this little grapefruit sized ball is right there all the time now so it's starting to feel more like pregnant instead of just fat) but this is so much better than the "is everything okay down there?" questions I was asking myself a million times a day.
I can't WAIT to see the OBGYN on Wed to get this 12-week scan over and done with so we can TELL people. (Leah, won't it be great to have this milestone behind us?)
I'm not even waiting until I get back to the office - we're going to phone the parents right there and then in the car park!
Remember I've been totally silent about the pregnancy in real life (except for the infertility group) and as a result, am wearing "normal" clothes, trying to wear lots of black to look slimmer :)
It's not really working. See these black cargo pants? Notice the undone button in the second pic. That is sooo me, with my water bottle permanently affixed to my side.
However, I still catch myself remembering and I can't believe this is me - pregnant after soooo long! God is good.
I can't wait to hear about your scan. I'll update my blog after mine as well. Crossing my fingers for us both!!!
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