Thank you for understanding this craziness I'm going through.
All I can say is, 2014 is going to be amazing, right?
I've been doing lots of work on myself (self-coaching, if you will) - analysing all my past and current job to find threads throughout of what I like, what I hate, what makes me grow, what hampers me, etc, etc.
I won't bore you all senseless but a BIG thread has been variety - I love to have a variety of people I deal with on a daily basis - internal depts, external businesses, end customers, and others (if I added specific examples, you'd know my industry). I also love having a variety of tasks, like agreements, marketing material, some systems, product design, deal structuring, etc.
Things I hated? (surprise, surprise) - not having enough freedom to execute or the flexibility to structure my own life.
I feel like I need to do another one of those one-week social media fasts. I need a breakthrough, right now!
In the meantime, here are some random photos from my folders. Enjoy!
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| Messy desk - I do believe my calendar is still showing 21 October! :) |
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| this child is so precious! She is a gift from God with her words of affirmation for me daily. She told me the other day she's blessed to have me and D as her parents! (4 going on 34!) |
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| do you do this with your creams, or do you just toss? I can't bring myself to throw it out before I've had every little bit out of the tube! |
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| Bedside table about a week ago. Sam, that's your journal right on the bottom :) |
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| Louisa, a reminder for you and me both! I like the way my hair looks there! |
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| my infinity scarf |
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| aaah, elevating the ordinary |
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| I'm sure I haven't worn these for at least two years - not sure why because I do really like them. Suppose I like the navy ones better? |
Hehe I think you would fit in where I work ;)
ReplyDeleteThe lack of structure may frustrate you though...
Hope you find something for 2014!
Praying for breakthrough RIGHT NOW!!!
ReplyDeleteps: sent you a whatsapp days ago, does yours not work??
Breakthrough...yip, need one of those too - but you need yours most I think.
ReplyDeleteWhat have you done to that cream? Snipped it open? I have never done that - I get annoyed it the stuff won't come out or when it starts wheezing at me or spluttering...that's usually when I chuck it in the bin and open the next one.
I learnt something new today about how to make my creams go further - didn't even know you could do that! Love that you're using the journal :)
ReplyDeleteThis too shall pass my friend. I wish I knew when and how but I do know it will pass. Hang tight - remember it is always darkest before the dawn - your breakthru will come.
xxx
I am so sure 2014 will be better for you (and for me). And I love to see my little Trust doodle there - makes my heart all warm and fuzzy to know you still have it there regardless of all. Keep trusting
ReplyDeleteKeep trusting Marcia. It is always the darkest just before dawn.
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